What do we really know about the Torah? Granted,
we know the 613 Laws that G-d has commanded us to observe. We know the stories
about our ancestors, we have learned many moral lessons, and know all the
beautiful tales. Yet, is this all the Torah?
Rabbi Shimon Bar Yohai, the great Talmudic Sage
and author of the holy mystical Zohar states, that if all there was to
Torah was it’s stories and morals, it would be quite an unimpressive book.
Indeed, Rabbi Shimon says, if all there was to Torah was its surface, we could
write a better Torah ourselves, today. However, Rabbi Shimon advises us, this
can never be so. One must never underestimate the depths of the Torah. For as it
is recorded in Pirkei Avot, “all is within It.”
Just what this “All” is has never been fully
determined. Because in spite of all the study in Torah accomplished over the
last 33 centuries, even the holy Mekubalim, the masters of mysticism admit, that
the Torah has such depths, that even our deepest scans have just scratched the
surface.
In this last century, human technology has leaped
forward more than in all of human history combined. Our understandings of
science & cosmology, matter, energy and light have taken us from investigating
the super-strings that underlie all subatomic particles to the big bang and the
beginning of the universe.
It is rather hard starting at the bottom rung of a
ladder and to try to climb all the way to Heaven, especially when the ladder
twists and turns (like the double helix in DNA), making the proper direction
ever more so impossible to decipher. Wouldn’t it be nice if indeed, “Someone”
(at the top of the ladder) made contact with us and that He gave us some
instructions on how to properly ascend? Well, this contact was made, at Mt.
Sinai. We received full instructions for the evolution of the human race and our
guide how to ascend to the stars. We have only one minor problem in achieving
these lofty goals - we haven’t figured out how to decipher the whole message
yet. Torah is and always has been an anomaly to anyone who hasn’t bonded with it
in the mystical sense, as described above.
Maybe what we need today is a new, non-surface
approach to Torah study. We should acknowledge the profound depths concealed
within the Torah and thus endeavor to study Torah with scientific discipline and
inquiry. By this, I do not mean, G-d forbid, to insult HaShem by denying the
validity and necessity of fulfilling the surface level Laws and moral lessons.
On the contrary, I mean to explore HaShem’s Torah, beyond the surface, while
still in full observance of the mitzvot, to explore for the secrets of creation
and science.
The
Midrash teaches us that G-d looked into the Torah and created the world. If the
Torah contains everything, as it does, than I expect “everything” to include all
the laws of science, physics, chemistry, medicine, mathematics, astronomy,
cosmology, metaphysics and everything else. There is much more to Torah than the
surface level understanding of how to observe the commandments and to live
moral, righteous and holy lives. The Torah reveals to us the Mind of G-d, the
very thoughts, ideas and desires of our Creator.
Indeed, Torah does contain all this knowledge and
more. Even in the story of the Garden of Eden, hidden gematrias (numerical
values of words) form the Fibonacci numerical sequence for the creation of
spirals. This mathematical formula is the basis of every spiral pattern in the
universe from the shell of a snail to the entire Milky Way galaxy. All this is
hinted to in the numerical values of the words spelling out the surface level
Garden of Eden story. Who knows what else awaits our discovery? Who knows what
questions we have not even thought of yet to ask, all the more so to seek their
answers in the Torah.
In
light of the awe and wonder of Torah, knowing as we do its extraterrestrial
origins, how is then that its surface messages, i.e., the 613 commandments and
moral guidance are all ignored repeatedly by people who should know better.
Agreed as human beings we have human frailties and earthly passions. We do not
always think with our heads. Sometimes we don’t think at all. I understand a
person succumbing to earthly passions. As bad and wrong as it is, it is at
least understandable. What I cannot understand is why we humans do not take
advantage of our greatest gift and potential – our human minds.
The purpose of HaShem giving the Torah to Israel
on this Shavuot day was for us to study and learn it. By doing so, we would be
opening long lost avenues in the mind, enabling us to expand our consciousness.
Indeed, Jewish scholars have always been a cut above the rest. This is because
of both, what we study and how we study. There is a secret method to the madness
of constant Torah study.
As we approach Torah’s birthday, I ask that we
contemplate Her wonder. I ask that we contemplate what it is that we are missing
that we cannot know until we open our hearts to knowing. I ask that we give
Torah the best birthday present She could ever receive from us – our compliance
to HaShem’s mitzvot.
The Torah is indeed a living, vibrant and
passionate FEMALE soul. We know Her best as the Shekhina. This is why Rabbis
know the Torah in the same way as Adam knew Eve. The bond is one of passion. The
study is energized by elevated libido. Once the earthly passions are
disciplined, libido (sexual) force ascends into the heart, creating passion,
love and desire to know the ways of HaShem. After years of study and observance
of the mitzvot, one’s inner and outer being is transformed. One becomes a new
individual, an evolved soul.
This is path of the true Talmid Hakham, the
sincere Ben/Bat Torah. Yes, women can also experience this level, even as did
Sarah, Rivka, Rahel and Leah. Their life stories serve as examples to women how
to live exemplary lives crowned by the mitzvot of the Torah. After all, the
Shekhina dwells in them, more so than in we men. That is why we men must make
extra efforts in Torah study and mitzvot observance – to attain the level and
feeling of heart that is more natural to occur among women.
With all the turmoil in world Jewry and in Israel
this special birthday holiday, let us take pause to remember the important
things in life. Let’s seek a glimpse of the “big picture.” Shavuot tradition
(with its source in the holy Zohar) dictates that we stay up all night long
studying Torah at this most auspicious time. According to the Kabbalah, there is
a special order of readings for this night called the Kriyat Mo’ed, which sets
into motion an alignment of spiritual energies which we call the Sefirot. I know
that not everyone is aware of the Kabbalistic meditations for Shavuot. I know
that not everyone has access to the order of the Kriyat Mo’ed (special
readings). Nonetheless, make this night a special one.
Rabbi Haim David Azulai (the HiD’A) writes in
numerous places that Shavuot night IS NOT a night like all others, therefore,
what we study on this night should NOT BE what we study on all other nights. He
very clearly states that Shavuot night is not the time to be studying Gemara or
to read Mishnayot. For those of you with the opportunity to do so – don’t miss
your chance to touch the soul of the Shekhina this night, in that special way
that only the Mekubalim can know. For the rest of you, regardless of what course
of study you take – stay up the night – daven with the netz (sunrise) and take a
little time out during the night to talk to HaShem, to contemplate His Majesty,
to wonder about all the secrets of the universe locked up and concealed within
the Chumash (Torah) that you hold in your hands.